Poetry by Alex Behar
Summer Snow
A love that burned slow like the blushing edge of a cigarette,
Each long drag igniting the skin,
My chest filled with stretches of deep silence,
I held you in,
And released you in a billowing cloud that dissipated into the air,
Lingering like the figment of a dormant dream,
The years turned over,
Each passing season folding us deeper into each other like the wings of a monarch gestating in a linen cocoon,
I remember visiting you,
Hauling through the dense winter,
Snow flurrying through the air in a brilliant, white arpeggio,
I would arrive at your door,
You lived in an old, weather-beaten, colonial home, characteristic of the Northeast,
And there you stood,
A little kiln, stoking flames in the glowing chamber of your belly,
Wearing your loneliness like the elaborate headdress of an ancestral bride,
That bright smile,
A wildfire that swept across your face,
Your eyes so big I stumbled into them,
Your spirit was ruptured,
Hemorrhaging violently,
I couldn’t see it then,
But I cried for you,
Many times over,
On that greyhound home.
For My Love
Your small, flinching movements speckle a spacious evening,
Like freckles on your skin,
Your chin tapers softly,
Making a stern request with bountiful emotion,
Glistening in sodden eyes,
The color of the ocean,
Or a lush mist of light filtered through the trees,
Handling a knife methodically,
Like a glass of milk folding silken beneath a stream that pours from a paper carton,
The soul of my soul,
Surviving mine,
As it withers,
Curling into brittle pedals that decompose in the blooming clouds,
Your hands like pearls,
Reaching,
Deeper than the sky,
Holding my innards in place,
Conducting my limbs,
Squinting laughter filled with thorns that gently prick your neck,
And when I look away,
They tear at your skin,
A ruddy gaze,
Beautiful and sad,
Aren’t we a couple of,
Tragic song birds,
Whistling a long,
Peaceful goodbye.
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