Poetry by Inam Martins
Pottery:
Was I made from a broken mould?
I don't like how visible the cracks stretch
From my breasts to my hips
How eroded my feet have become
From trudging as the vessel I am
Hold an accumulation of sorrow and guilt
For the generations before me
I've emptied out of most of my soil from my journeys
Yet jet black vines coil out of the dirtiest of corners
I cannot even speak as my mouth has betrayed me
Selling out my mother tongue for whitewashed aesthetics.
Each day as I wake, a new shard of me is lying on the floor
It is getting increasingly hard to remember how to put myself back together again
Someone once asked me if I needed help
I declined their pitiful charade
I don't want my pieces stolen.
Kitchen Affairs
Good daughters cleanse
Themselves in the kitchen
Unravel their sorrows through the
Slicing of onion and peppers
Fragranced in oil and spices
They inhale an aromatic amnesia
To forget which parts ache
Come dinner time
They are born anew
Cooked crisp just enough
To retain their vitamins
They nurse their meal quietly
Under everyone's laughter
Touch Starved:
What is this feeling
I fear to say aloud
This ardent fixation
To mould myself into
Another arms
I confess that I am weak
Though I hide behind
Brusque walls
My hunger lurches at
Choice words
Ravenous drool pools onto
sold praises that I
Am not
As I gaze at passers
With synchronous smiles
I wish to eat that same
Feeling that lightens
Their feet
I wish to stop being so
Heavy to bear
—Inam Martins
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