Poetry
by Ethan Audette
replacement
I sit here and write poetry,
While she’s already found her next “true love.”
I don’t know how I didn’t see it earlier,
She never really liked me.
I was just her next adventure.
Someone to occupy her mind
When things got tough.
Too afraid of being alone with herself,
She begged and pleaded with me to stay
Just long enough for her
To find her next daft delusion.
I don’t know what’s worse,
He looks just like me,
Or that I still feel jealous?
Envious of my replacement
As if I were any different.
shatter
My shattered dreams can’t be put back together.
Like a dropped mug
Still waiting to hit the ground,
They still aren’t smashed
To tiny little pieces,
Lost in every corner of the universe.
My dreams with you have been cracking,
More and more with every blow
Waiting for the right, wrong moment to pop.
Just when I think the marble is going to turn around,
Roll uphill back to me,
It will break into little pieces.
Like glitter, I will find remnants of it
Every day for years until I stop noticing,
Leaving behind the last of you
To be someone else's problem.
together
We had a spark.
I knew it.
You knew it.
We never kissed.
We never even dated.
So then why does it hurt so much?
Is it because there was something between us?
Or because that something never turned into something?
Would it hurt more if we had been together?
I don’t think so.
We would have been so good together.
We were so good together
Even if we were never really together.
—Ethan Audette
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