Photo by Sally Saltbush
Holly
Payne-Strange
As I Stroll
I’m not a fool you know,
I know what is -probably- coming next.
But I also know what I would write,
If this were a fairytale, or some romantic epic.
I would set it in the regency period, of course.
So I could have flowing silk skirts,
Glittering gold embroidery in English gardens,
And you, somehow both somber and resplendent
In a top hat and tails. Lace at your neck that I’d have to undo…
Forgive me a moment, I am distracted…
But also, I would want the heroine
Me
To go down in a blaze of glory
Embrace the adventure,
Set sail, searching for new worlds,
After she had kindly and artfully
Told the old one to fuck off.
Never once giving up, never wavering from her
Heart’s desire.
Even in the darkest of times.
And so
That is exactly what I plan to do.
I would ask for luck
But I don't need it.
I know what I'm doing.
Struggle against a siren
The minotaur arrived,
So the soldier picked up her spear,
Standing with her dark haired comrade.
And after it was all done,
The blood finally spilled,
The roar of hunger ended,
She grinned, saying ‘what’s next?’
So when the hippogryph came
With fearsome beak and sharpest talons
The man threw himself in front of her
Reflexively reaching
For safety and a happier life.
An instant decision
Made from months of thought.
But when it was the siren
That slipped into his mind
Contorting and twisting
Leaving shadow and rain.
He seemed surprised that she stayed.
He tried to run instead,
Diving into watery depths.
So she jumped in too.
And when he couldn’t tell
If the curse was inside him
Or around him
Or simply was him,
His psyche a tapestry of swords and daggers,
She dragged him back on the ship
And breathed the words
“It doesn’t matter to me.
You’re still you
The ocean
Can not change that.”